UPDATE [Wednesday June 28th, 2:45am] [ mood | cranky ] Okay, so Allie and i went to the beach june 17 to the 24th ... all in all i didnt have as great of a time as i thought i would - i guess its just cause i missed Ben too damn much, but hey thats logical because he means the world to me so yeah thats prolly why. Anyways, this summers been going alright i guess.. well i mean Ben and i = great so thats always good but my job is kind of shitty idno im just kind of pissed that ive showed up so many times on rainy days to find out that we didnt even open and no one called my black ass, thats always really fucking gay but oh well nothing i can do... Things have been hard lately, Angela has been more and more hard to deal with, i think its cause things are changing ... not what im used to * the car * the job to go to ALONE * the completely wonderful boyfriend, Ben ... and i could go on and on but seriously, shes really starting to stress me out and i cant do shit about it. So this summer has been hard so far, and it only seems like its gettin harder... and theres like no one i can talk to about this shit cause i really dont trust many people. i mean of course Ben and then theres a few others that i thought i could but maybe i cant... i dont know -- everything is just so gay and im seriously learning to become a bit too emotional about it all when its not that big of a deal * i mean i wish this emotional thing wouldnt have hit my blackass but fuck me, it did and it sucks... But all i can do is just hope for shit to get better but that probably wont happen =( For the most part everything, and almost everybody is wearing me out... OHHHHHHHHHHH apparently i have been complaining to my mom about not being able to park my car inside the garage, and she like randomly insisted on cleanin it out, but cleaning it out turned into her making me do it, then her steppin in and forming some sort of formation of piles of stuff for a yard sale pretty soon? Uhhh mom what the fuck, YARD SALE? for the past 5years u didnt want to get rid of anything so u piled it up in the fucking garage, and now suddenly u want it all gone... oh u dont make sense * personally i think that she knows that next summer i prolly wont be living here and this is the last summer for me to help her and be her bitch with the whole ideal ... but whatever i dont really careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! SO with all said and done im prolly going to bed cause it is like 3:17 am and no i couldnt go to sleep so i go on here to write a bit and spill evrerything out cause its just all been blockin my mind lately... Workin tomorrow 10:30 - like 7 ... 7:30 ish and damnit its supposed to be pretty, and u know what that means -- 1st pretty day after so many rainy ones... = shitloads of niggers, bitches, and hoes...fuck!!! Hopefully after work i shall head to movie night with Ben, Britt, and Jason and whoever else =) Night all. 1 / victims

SUMMERTIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! [Saturday June 10th, 6:43pm] [ mood | restless ] [ music | ben harper =) ] So like everything was wonderful up untill last night, ...i completely have the most wonderful boyfriend ever, i love you ben <3<3<3 ...i have a pretty good job, lifeguard at cato pool =) its fun and i get paid better than i did last year ...oh its summertime ;) ...seniors 07, wooooooot! ...im TANNNNNNN! ...my car still is my 2nd love lol well anyways, everything was almost perfect last night my i came home from work, and angela went crazy over grades lol i knew it was coming but why so soon and so fast and so random! anyways now im pretty much screwed for the whole summer i guess lol im not really sure oh well as long as i get to see my Ben, then i guess im oooookay! i love you ben* <33msd victims

update [Monday April 10th, 8:18am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | none ] - i love ben more than anything and never want him to leave me :-d <3 - im currently grounded for NOTHING, no really... - i placed 2nd at regionals and didnt at states - supposed to go to NYC in 7days with theatre, and including ben<3 - i have 2 broken toes, yeah last night i had a problem, maybe i should move to africa - english report that we've been working for a month on thats due this week and i havnt done shit :-d ... ah procrastonating as usual - left ben for the weekend as usual, went to NC pimpin, got drunk.... met some guys ^ no he told me to type this but i did go to NC with allie, fun stuff - still love my car =) - got a kettle installed into the tibs west wing =) oh and it came with a "trill" -prom dress is beautiful but not on me - angela is fucking up the situation big time ;) .....i think im done here :-d 1 / victims

* [Wednesday March 22nd, 10:28am] [ mood | damn ] [ music | dmb ] - i love ben more than anything - regionals are sunday ... fuckkkkk - the tib got a kettle installed - cousin from texas was in car accident ^ might be going down there after this weekend is over - love friends - need liqour - prom dress :-D ..... okay so i pretty much updated victims

WEEKEND* [Monday February 6th, 10:36pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | something ghetto ] thurs- coffee house friday- coffee house, walmart, wendys, britts for a while, foodland *haha*, then home. saturday- slept in, got lauren, sears, krogers, walmarting, lee's house, mall, got awal, krogers again, blockbuster, tbell/pizzah, church to pick up my car, then to kways, went and got liqour, and stayed at kways for the evening. sunday- summer came over then we ran out and watched the superbowl with bitches and hoess at my house =) ^interesting weekend... <3mSd victims

TIBURON BITCHES! [Saturday January 14th, 1:32am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | norah ] so like yesterday afternoon i went and picked up my car, i fucking love it to death<3 ... just thought id let u livejournal fuckers know! victims

Major Update, like woah!! [Sunday January 1st, 2:35pm] [ mood | hungover ] [ music | buzzin noise in my fucking head ] So like i went to NYC for a few days after xmas.... fun stuff * met Kelsi again up there, number1 nig. it was fun, except for missing a certain someone like crazy, if they believe it. Anyways, i had fun up there i guess, warehouse shoppin (lol), chicago, and comedy clubs ... yeah it was an alright trip after all. So like Allie came over yesterday, she wasnt having the best of a day, as her day cleared up my worst night ever just started... it defly wasnt good. Spent most of my new years eve worryin. The plan was for me to get allie drunk but she didnt want to so it ended up being the other way, yes i drank a bottle of absolute pretty much alone ... her ass was too busy rockin out on Ben&Jerrys ice cream lol thats her weakness, too bad mine is liqour. So i drank, and drank, and drank some more, puked' drank, drank, and did it all over again ... finally crashed last night at about 6am, woke up at 11:30 feelin' like shit, and i still do. i took a shower, that made me feel a lil bit better, but not much. so there are tons of funny pics that allie took of my wasted ass last night, they're being posted on my pic site if anyone needs a good " L o L " cause i know i could sure as hell use one right now. But i guess thats about all i'll say for now, my minds so flustered and i need to go think, maybe drink more ... i dont know yet * um comments if u wanna <33msd ...always, no matter what* victims

Christmas Break [Wednesday December 21st, 10:17pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | rideeeeeeeee ] soooooooo the show last week went Okay, i had fun...no class for 3days is straighttttt with me =) so monday was apparently red n green day and i wore this longsleve red shirt and a green tanktop under if and i didnt even know it was that day... oh well what luck. after school amber and i went to the KC mall to get stuff for the festive days ... um then we came to my cribb and spray painted shirts and shit and yeah * funnnnnn stuff! tuesday was present day so ber and i were presents, we wore bigggggggggggggg red bows in our hair hahaha what losers.. anyways it was cool and some girl had like this green plain bow like on the top of her head and i told her that mine was better =) hahaha it was so funny! so then like lee wouldnt take his present lol it was sooo funny!! wednesday was NORTH POLE DAY and yes i was the pole 1st pd- watched elf and had a party 2nd pd- watched some bio movie, boring 3rd pd- finished yellow worksheets and watched the oh so fab *a christmas story* ... fun stuff 4th pd- went to the mall to eat =) 5th pd- was with media at the mall 6th pd- was still with media, got back in the middle of that class and like um freeman had my stuff in her room so i just chilled on stage til she came back to write us notes to class lol and i was in english for like 5mins... we just finished this movie we started yesterday and mrs brown was there* mrs bucks mom is like sick or something idno the story 7th pd- messed with mrs coleman like woah! we started singing christmas songs in class, she got pissed!!!! but then we took some notes and what not... 8th pd- re*wrote essays in sponge notebooks and drew picture of my hat in it woooo lala ^ after school i was going to go with theatre to sing songs for the little kids but i didnt go... so i took cassie her gifts from amber, anna, and i and then i went home and fell asleep for a while. i felt like shit and i still do... im pretty sure that im coming down with the a bit of a cold or something im not sure yet but im not liking it! tomorrow i dont think i'll go to school ... im going to the mall with mandy at 11:30 then have to be at mw by 2:30 and then idno what im gonna do * prolly something with ber n mellissa idno yet and then i wanna go to the brickhouse tomorrow out but i doubt i will :-/ idno yet ohhh so yeah trip for xmas is fucked now cause like the trains and shit ... ughhhhhh this sucks im not lookin forward to it * and especially if it means 4days without being about to see someone =( lets just hope i'll be like talking to the the whole time im up there doing nothing ...yep thats about it * comments?? ohh and my other sn isnt work so im now using the lovely xomsd -- if u losers wanna im me on that instead of xomarissox =) <33msd! victims

Thanksgiving Break [Monday November 28th, 10:54am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | jack johnson ] so my thanksgiving break was pretty good.... monday- 2tests in school tuesday- health n history test, left 4th pd for my eye oppt, ran to the mall for an hour and went to tays valley with mandy wed- thanksgiving day- went to my uncles then the grandrents, fun but not really friday- picked up allie, southridge, unos, got new cell, ran to the mall for a few mins...talked to britt and britt for ever outside of AE ... oh and saw bruce, came home and worked on various school projects. saturday- woke up late, worked on biology project, went to cassies, then we went to the movies to see just friends with ben, and dustin. sunday- chruch, cars, biology monday- 1st day back... 18days til christmas break!! thank gooodness! today school was so busy, there was no class that we did nothing in and that makes me sad * oh NYC2006 spring break trip is coming together...theres a meetin in freemans room tomorrow during both lunch periods for those of you who are interested, ohhh im excited for that!! well thats pretty much sums it up for now, more later 1 / victims

UPDATE [Sunday November 20th, 3:58am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | FOB ] Last weekend Allie and went down to SC, and it was very exciting LoL!! mannnn o mann we left friday morning and came home late late saturday night ... ohh my gosh saturday we were in this huge ass mall and this wonderful new inside joke was born ... ALASKA, ITS VERY COLD THERE! hahahahahhaha ohhh my gosh then toilet papter fight hahahahhaha!! anyways last weekend was a blast! Then this weekend, um friday i stayed after school to go with theatre to attack on operation christmas child, hahaha we went to the KC mall, and i rode with Aaron Siezmores crazy ass there and back, funstuff...we so fucking scared emily ague's (spelling) mom when we pulled in, Aaron thought it would be funny to flyyyyyyyyyyy in behind the school... and that was just funnn stuff lol but anyways we came back to chs and we sat on the stage and wraped boxes, haha i stole a prewraped one hahahah evilness =) and ohhhhh my aaron like vanished and then we herd weird noises and then amber disappeared as well so stevie and i decide that we were gonna go find them and of course they're up in the cat walk, lmao so we got up there and find them and like we sit up there with them and hahahaha i remember stevie going "who is that!!!" all of a sudden and i was scared shitless and then summer hunt was like heyy its me guys and haha i was like seriously about to freak out, i thought we were having an attack of tom or something lol so then we chill up there, then cristen michael and stevies adorable brother joe show up and they come up on the cat walk with us and then whole time all of us were up there mrs freeman was like "aaron get down from there!!" she didnt know we were up there ... then she somehow knew amber was up there and she was like "aaron and amber u better not be having sex!" it was so funny and summer and i came down and freeman didnt know that we were up there too ... it was so funny!! so then aaron comes down and mrs freeman was like "aaron i told u not to go up there!" and aaron was like "i wasnt up in the catwalk" and i was like "aaron next time u say that u wernt up there make sure that ur not wearing a black shirt that has dust from the catwalk all over it..." Thennnn we cleaned up the stage and turned off all the lights and played hide n seek... that was interesting, i like tripped over a seat out in the house and so i quit... i went in the pit to sit and yeah thats about it lol ... then i left, didnt get home til loike 9 * awesome night! Saturday, woke up at like 1:15ish... ummm got ready cause allie and i had planned on doing something, and so we were gonna go to the brickhouse but it wa a long drive and what not so we decided to go to the movies, um we ended up seeing harry potter? lmao how funny is that shit lol and um then we went to rio grande to eat and then came home and chilled... School tomorrow and Tuesday, then we're off for 5days =) hawttttness ... im thinkin a roadtrip down to myrtle * any takers? let me know nigguhs!! comments pleaseeee since i did type a fucking mountain lol <33mSd! victims

GOING TO NC THIS WEEKEND! [Monday November 7th, 10:17pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | my humps *haaaa amber n mellissa!* ] ohhh ohhh ohhh.... yeah so currently im TRYING to study for my huge ass biology test tomorrow, which isnt cool cause our STUDENT TEACHER in a DC class? yeah gay, cant teach worth crap... so now im like so confused * ughh i was 1 point away from failing our last test lol thats so bad! anyways come 2nd pd tomorrow im screwed... um this weekend was rather good, slept friday night, no game... ummm saturday had lee over for a while then megan came over! we locked lee outside of the house and said that Drew Zegeer's dog was like so mean and lee was so scared, it was so mean but so fucking funny. Then megan ahhahaha made lee like pray and stuff it was so funny. Good night ohh and then my other honkeys came n chilled for a while, which was niiiiiiice =) i was exctied they came. um then i went to bed around 3ish idno something like that. today was good i guess, went mallin after school cause i had an interview but i didnt go hahaha! there were so many gay guys in there and i was just like nahhhhhh im gonna be too like makin fun of their voices if i go in there lol so i didnt go ... chilled with Ashraf in Crombie for a while, i <3 that kid so much -- hes my fav, i miss seeing him. I miss seeing some of my other friends too. this wed is hopefully late wed day wooooooo! and no school friday ... always great! ummmm MW after school thrus then allies coming over to get pumped for early friday woooo woooo i dont know why us retardos are leaving so god damn early, yeah i think we should so leave a bit later than we're plannin LoL this weekend well friday morning - late saturday night allie and i are rollin' down to NC =) wooooo i just wish i could drive my OWN car that i DONT have down there ... piss! LoL but im excited, should be fun, defly pre - myrtle this year woooooot wooooooot! lol comments nigguhs? <33mSd victims

Seriously . . . * [Monday October 24th, 1:58am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | dance dance ] So today pretty boring, 1st day i actually went out so it was pretty much the 1st day i had to get ready and actually try to look good ... how exciting, tomorrow not going to school because i need to stay here and work on all my makeup work to turn in tuesday which im sure i wont finish all of it but hey atleast i tried. grades have to be in friday so im sure that means we'll get them next week sometime * oh the joy of that since i will have had 10days absent just from mono and i think there was 1 other day i missed yeah it was that wed before i got mono ... actually i think thats when it started and i just felt the need to go thurs n friday but hell if i know. okay so im bored like whoa and i was reading ambers myspace blogs and i ran into this and felt the need to repost it because i strongly agree and think people should read this... "You know, I see this damn thread every day when I get on myspace and it completely bewilders me because half of the people who post this listen to taking back sunday and do half of the shit that's listed in this. So I mean, whatever. Be a hypocrite and post this fucking thing but you know what you pussies should do? Get off your fucking asses and beat the shit out of these "fake scene kids" you all rant and rave about. If you don't want them in your scene, beat their asses. They'll learn. Retards. I wonder when people will realize that the "hardcore scene" has become homogeneous. It's full of 14 year old girls with uneven bangs, black and white striped shirts, and tattered low-top black Chuck Taylor’s, who swoon over homosexual kissing and pathetic whiny lyrics and overuse the symbols. Their favorite quote is, invariably, "The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" because it like, so totally describes their relationship with that one HAWT sophomore who totally ripped their hearts out when they were like, SO in love with him. Their favorite type of music is, of course, "emo, screamo, and hardcore", three terms which, in their minds, invariably include the bands Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, and Hawthorne Heights. Their AIM screennames often include x's, the words "electrikk", "disaster", or some play on their favorite song from their favorite band, you know, the one they saw on MTV like a couple times, but shouldn't be on MTV because they're like, way too emo for that. They take hundreds of black and white pictures with way too much contrast of themselves looking plaintively down at the ground, pointing a gun made of their fingers at their heads, or kissing the camera while displaying their expert application of lip gloss around their labret piercing and the thick dark eyeliner that circles their eyes. They embrace the "dork" that is inside their polished, fashionable exteriors by writing in their LiveJournals or Xangas about how they and their friends had an 'N Sync sing-a-long at one of their sleepovers because, remember, 'N Sync is soooo not popular anymore and they like, sooo wouldn't follow any of the fads of today, so they embrace the fads of yesterday. They adore "retro fashion", meaning anything from the 80's, because they totally used to wear neon colors and big beaded bracelets, even though they were born in, at the earliest, 1988 and remember jack shit about the fashion and culture of the 80's. It's full of "emo boys" who often are difficult to differentiate from "emo girls", who have meaningless tattoos even though they're 15, smoke a lot of cigarettes, drink a lot of hard liquor, and are in some shitty band that plays a couple of gigs in someone's basement because they're "too cool to go mainstream" when really, they just suck. They weigh roughly 90 pounds, wear girls' jeans , belts buckled somewhere around the side of their right leg, tight striped 80's style polo shirts or band t-shirts, and skater shoes, even though they don't skate because that's soooo lame. They write awful poetry about the dark abyss of their souls and how the gun is pointed at their heads, the trigger poised to blast away the bloody memories of a failed romance. They cried when Blink-182 broke up, and they have a secret obsession with Avril Lavigne because, like, she really IS kinda hot even though her music totally sucks. They spend more time at the mirror than their female counterparts do, making sure that the long black shock of hair at the front of their heads lies covering one eye just so, that their lip piercing is perfectly placed so that it looks hot when they kiss other boys, that their pants are the right degree of tightness so as not to exude gayness. Emo boys and girls often use the suffix "Xcore" to describe themselves, using a number of adjectives or nouns to accomplish this task. This is a play off hardcore music, or "hXc". Some of these descriptive words include "fashionXcore", "retroXcore", or even "yournamehereXcore." This way of speaking is retarded or nonsensical to everyone else except those "in the scene", but it totally doesn't matter because they're too nonconformistXcore for anyone to truly understand their "scene". They couldn't name a Mae or The Starting Line song if it came up and bit them on their Gap Jeans-clad asses, and they claim to like the Smiths because Jesse Lacey of Brand New said they were cool. Sure, they listen to some new "hardcore" bands, but they're all pretty much the same five bands: 1. Taking Back Sunday 2. Senses Fail 3. Saosin 4. Hawthorne Heights 5. Story of the Year To these promising young firecrackers, music takes a backseat to fashion in their scene of choice. Emo girls just want to kiss emo boys, emo boys just want to kiss other emo boys, and they all want to wear tight pants and take lots of pictures of themselves. End of story. Because honestly? It's electrikk! IF you agree repost. IF your one of these people I hope you just realized something." --------first reposted by Keller! victims

Mi Madre [Wednesday October 19th, 3:04pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | jack johnson ] Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Okay really why the hell do i always do something wrong in some shape, way, and or form? So today, pretty average to the new mono lifestyle...yeah got up around 8ish and checked the email. Got some assignments so i figured id start on them and go back to sleep untill about 2. So i do exactly that, i start on my history, i finish, i go back to sleep. Mi Madres calls and of course im asleep and nothing can wake my ass up so i dont answer the phone ... common sense im asleep. Well my cool mom freaks and like calls the whole neighborhood to come and ring the damn doorbell so that does wake me up. So here i am lookin like shit tryin to answer a god damn door where all these old people are like "awwwwwww are u okay? u had ur mother worried sick" and all this bullshit. I wanted to be like "FUCK OFF GRANDMA IM SLEEPIN HERE!" but nah that didnt happen so i simply explained that i was just taking a nap and that everything was fine and so that was that. Mi Madre comes home around 2:45 to bitch about it. She said she was worried that something really had happened to me since i am homesick and do have mono and am weak like whoa right now ... how homo is that. I just tried as hard as i could to not laugh at her because the whole thing wasnt that serious but she proceeds to feel the need to keep going on and on about it when shes really just giving me a fucking headache, but fuck she doesnt give a rats ass and neither do i, so i just kinna sit since thats all i can do anyways or i would have gotten up and walked away like i usually do but instead i had to sit there and listen to it all. Not fun at all. Once she was done she started going on about how if i dont get off my lazy ass and actually try to do something like clean my room or homework or something like that, that im not gonna get any better at all. Um hello, just a guess but when ur sick rnt u supposed to rest to build ur strength back up? Yah but im just plain ole' stupid, what does my ass know. Ughhhhh im so sick and fed up with life. Ohhhh and i really want a car which isnt going to happen which just fucking sucks big ass monkey balls to the max! Man last night and today have just been swell ... but not really. Screw it, im dont gettin bitched at when i cant do jack shit, she just needs to calm her vagina down because it isnt doing any good yelling at me for shit i cant help. UGHHHHHHH GAY! <3 msd 1 / victims

Tolerance Can Only Go So Far . . . [Wednesday October 19th, 2:04am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | we be burnin ] So, tonight wasnt very good. I think that tonight pretty much was my breaking point...the point where i cant stand strong anymore, the point where i have to break down and let it all out, the point that i never wanted to come face to face with but when it all comes down to it everything is fucked and i cant deal with it anymore. Doesnt it suck when people make u feel like shit on purpose? Yah well it really does and im sick of it. I guess u could say that im sick of life in general. I just cant really take it anymore. Everything is fucked up and it feels like its always going to be fucked up. Ive tried to get over shit, and ive tried pretty damn hard, as much as i may tell myself that its okay and everything will be okay and that i dont need certain people ive realized that i do. I cant deal with stuff anymore, stuff that i write about, stuff that no one else is to read, i cant do it anymore. I need someone safe, someone that i completely trust and right now thats nobody. It feels like i cant say one damn thing without someone going and repeating it, and its been like this for a fucking long time now. And when i think about it, about who ive trusted ... well begining of Aug i really, really, really, felt safe with who i told secrets to and i felt like there was someone i could trust. That feeling is gone now, and it sucks...but hey thats how it goes. Yah today was boring, another day of mono. Ohhhhhh what fun...i sat around and did some makeup work. I actually read some and wrote some. I was impressed with myself. Then tonight is when everything went wrong, i guess i got bored and started thinking about certain shit too much because it really got to me and i dont know what to fucking do about it. Prolly going back to school Tuesday. Whoa that will be weird since i will have had missed 10days straight. Woo what fun, i bet my grades are really suffering now :-/ oopsie, nothing i can do...not my fault i fucking caught mono from fucking whoever the hell it was. Not my problem, but in the end it is my problem, because its me thats going to be doing all the makeup work, its me thats gonna be grounded shitless for the grades, its me thats gonna have to try to keep track of all my shit and not get behind again. Its all put on me and its really not fair at all. But thats just how it goes i guess. Wow, depressing ass entry...sorry to those of u who actually took time out of your life to tolerate my complaining self. But thanks a bunch! <3 mSd victims

MONO!!!! [Sunday October 16th, 9:48am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | none ] So i have mono... got it um like last wed and found out monday and ive been sicker than a dog since then. i cant eat food which sucks cause food is the shizzz and like all i can do is sit around and watch movies, so um its kinna boring...ive tried to read but i get bored of it very easily but ive actually been writing about lots of things which is kinna good, gets lots off my mind and thats awesome! i should really do something more with myself than just sit here and do nothing, i should like atleast sit outside for like an hour a day or something interesting like that .... going to charlotte NC for a weekend pretty soon ++++ going to NYC for a few days after xmas +++++ lots of makeup work from school ------ might have to miss the big CAP GW game ----- might not or might be gettin a car ++ / -- if i dont prolly wont be able to do swimteam since i have mono and im not supposed to like do anything physical for a month after im better ------ CANT WAIT TIL SUMMER 06' >>> BEACH haha aBg this time should be fun!!! ^^^^thats about it for now * comments if u wanna <33mSd 2 / victims

[Wednesday September 28th, 10:13pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | brighter than sunshine ] Okay, so its basically excatly been a MONTH since ive updated my journal, so much shit has happened since then and it would have just been pointless to waste my time talking about it since i dont excatly remember day by day actvities.... Monday- pajama day / cereal eating relays Tuesday- nerd day / dodgeball Wed- decade day / cougar idol Thus- opposite day / powderpuff Friday- blue and grey day / pep assembly / football game against timberwolves ^Spirit Week makes me happy .... Saturday Night- homecoming dance =) ....well today i had powderpuff football practice then i went home and did some homework and made my powderpuff shirt :-D but im not doing so well so im gonna go to bed a bit earlier tonight Tanning after school tomorrow, after school friday, and saturday with Jen ... get the darker touch to me once again LOL *mSd victims

School Starts Tomorrow.... AHHHhh!!! [Sunday August 28th, 7:29pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Figured You Out ] Ohhh my gosh lol school starts tomorrow and its so .... weirddddd im excited in all but very sad! This summer went by so freakin fast and that sucks!! But ohhhhh next summer, ohhhhh i cant wait! =) LoL So ... Friday -- worked but got off at like 1 cause of the rain, um went to summs house for the night ... Jon, Lee, and LT came over which was cool, LT and Lee had to be home by certain times so they ahd to leave but Jon came back later and we watched Bringing Down The House ... ummm stayed forever and i like fell asleep when he was there so i dont really know what time he left Sat -- got woken up by my manager telling me that we wernt gonna open the pool, but turns out he calls me back and wakes me up at 1 sayin to come in so i went in and i got ready and went! lol ... then i was watchin the pool and some random sparks flew out from the tennis courts and something like blew up and we all were gonna leave so we tried to clock out but the power was out inside so yeah lol ... um i went home and read my summer reading ... eh ugh lol then got ready and Fro, Summer, and Jon came and got me...we got like a mile down the road and turned around so i could get clothes for tomorrow cause we thought it would be better if i just spent the night with summer ... we chilled with the guys for a while and then went to summers house, they came over for a while ... well a long while, we watched Bringing Down The House again since we couldnt get it out of the VCR lol once we watched it we played a bit of it again then Fro got smart and took the movie out and we watched part of American Pie II and then they had to leave cause Jon got a call from his dad asking where he was ... he forgot to tell him that he was going out for the night LoL sorry Jon!! So then they left which was sad lol and Summer and i fell asleep Sun -- woke up at about 11:30 ... cleaned sums room a bit, then got ready and went mallin ... stayed til about 6 and then Summer took me home, and i read my book for a while then got on here... School Starts Tomorrow * ahhhhhhhhh!!!! victims

[Wednesday August 24th, 12:20am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | gotta shake it off =) ] man o man, school is like 5days away....im excited but yet so freakin sad!!! i cant really remember what all ive done in the past 2weeks so heres what i can remember... went to allies some time last week...stayed there for the night with her and summer friday-- worked...then went to walmart with summer at like 10 til midnight then home saturday-- worked, then summer came over and we stayed up til 4am moving my room around =) heh is so pretty!!! sunday-- went to the wavepool in tays valley, then out to eat at applebee's then to summers house...Jon, Fro, Tyler...TYRONE hahaha and AMERiCAAAAAAAA (jon) came over for about 2hours which was fun * we watched the cathouse but the boys hated it so we watched bride of chucky... lol then they left and we went to bed monday-- moved summers room all around, and it looks so pretty now!!!! awwww jackkk jizz!! haha but then i left around 8 and came home to my messy pretty room and was online til like 4 for no reason and went to bed tuesday-- woke up and felt sick as hell ughhh not fun!! but then i went to work and some kid took a shit in the pool and we had to close LOL yes no kiddin some kid really did so we closed around 5:30, i went and got dropped off at walmart with lauren n sum...then we went to random places up there then they came over to my house for a while so i could change out of my skanky work clothes =) heh! then we met jon at the bowling alley then i went home and him laur and sum went to walmart =( oh well so i just chilled here doing nothing!! hehehehe!! tomorrow i work 11-7 hope someone shits in the pool again woooooo lol comments please <33Ris victims

[Thursday August 11th, 4:07am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | fall out boy -- suga we're going down ] Ohhhh emmmm geee!! its freaking 4:07 am and guess what...ive been on here for about 4hours updating my myspace, pictures, and now my journal. this is great! i need to like redo my journal ... i wanna find a black/grew layout or something pretty like that but enough said --> -- i called the SC Center today and they're hiring lifegaurds for the fall so im going after work tomorrow to apply * i work 11-7 tomorrow * -- need to go to the mall before i blow my last 2pay checks that ive actually pretty much saved which is amazing!! -- need to clean my room, go up to cap and change my classes, go look at cars, finish my summer readin, and to drive more often -- jons coming home this weekend, hopefully i can hang with him lots since summer time is almost over well thats about it for now but everyone go look at my pictures and myspace cause i totally updated my pics and redid the myspace =) links are on my profile hehehe comments please!!!! <33msd 1 / victims

[Thursday August 4th, 10:27am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Daveeeee -- american baby ] So, havnt really updated in a while, sorry everyone =( im a slackin!! hehe not much happened this week, still good ole grounded ughhhhhhhhhh i really am gettin sick of this crap today- cross country practice at 9 til about 10ish ... went to go mart with Jess, then off to good ole' work at edgewood country club *lifegaurding* um average day i guess, kinna got lots of people all of a sudden but we managed, im supposed to work tomorrow but i think i got someone to do it for me...thank goodness This weekend im chillin with my homie fo shizzle SummerLizzLe * wow how white can we get * haha lordy lordy lordy LoL hahaha Lee's moving back to Korean, just found that out tonight LoL (no hes not, he just wanted me to put that in my jouranl for some strange reason) Ummmm nothing else good to talk about so im gonna go!! Comments Perhaps? <33 MsD 2 / victims

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